Today I'm feeling a little "black-holish". It's just been one of those negative kind of days where I woke up feeling like something in me was sucking all the joy out of life. Days like this happen from time to time for me. The bad news is that it affects others around me, pulling them into the funk (Chris just mentioned feeling more than a little "off" himself). The good news is that this mood never lasts all that long - probably tomorrow I'll wake up feeling like myself again.
Sometimes it's okay to wallow in a black mood. I used to do whatever I could to avoid feeling this way...but I'm starting to see that sometimes, moods just happen. There's no need to over-analyze or self-examine over every shitty day I have. Maybe I'm hormonal or over-tired or just plain cranky....and that's okay. I'm not going to worry about it too much.
Tomorrow will be better.
Sorry for sucking you in, too, honey. Maybe tonight we can eat some chocolate, snuggle on the couch, and wait for today to be over.
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Love you, thinking of you. That's an interesting approach--acceptance. Not one that comes naturally for me, of course ;^) I'm proud of you for trying it. Hope tomorrow's better.
-Alishya
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