The Darkness

Tonight, I am feeling dark.

There is no good in anything.

I don't want to be alone with myself, because I don't want to face who and what I am. I want to hide in a dark corner and not come out. I want to run away where no one knows me and I can just start over, be anything or anyone that I want. I'd probably fuck that up, too.

I am lonely, yet at the same time feel like I don't deserve to have that loneliness lifted.

I am tired of feeling. I don't want to feel any more.