Frozen

Right now, the only word for how I'm feeling is "frozen". I've been working so hard on healing, trying so hard to work toward being a whole and complete person...the person that I want to be. But suddenly I am feeling stuck, like there is no where for me to go. I know that I can't force any of this, but I just feel so utterly lost.

Lost and lonely.

What I really need is a break, but I can't escape myself, the inner workings of my mind, the ache in my heart, or the gaping hole in the pit of my stomach.

I don't know where to go, but all I know is that I can't stay here...